seeing all the people i follow showing things from their inmate boyfriends ..

yet they have no idea once he gets out he will not be the man he said he would be in letters…they act like that because theyre lonely. this just happened to me and my other homegirl. and i know other girls that this happened to. plus guys who i know who been in jail say thats the shit they do…dont be suprised when hes out of jail/prison and starts living his life. hes been tied down for so long he doesnt want to be tied down once he has his freedom. get out of the relationship as soon as possible…

Im not hating im just giving advice because im hurting because i waited for so long and its hard to deal with, especially when they get out.

TO ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS WHO ARE WAITING ON SOMEONE WHO IS CURRENTLY INCARCERATED …..

be careful. why? i waited for my boyfriend for about 5 months and like a week.. he did some of his time but got out on bail awaiting his other court dates. we did the wholecute love letters, pictures, phone calls, visits…the whole nine yards. I had no sexual relations with anyone else during that time. my whole family was upset with me to be dating someone who was in jail but i didnt care what they said.. to meit was love!!!!

Why am i saying to be careful .. a lot of people tell you “hes just saying that because hes in jail and is lonely, hes just using you”.. im sure if youre like me you ignored it and kept on and took them as haters or just ignorant people. well in my case they were kind of right. I spoke to him more when he was incarcerated than i do now. he has a cellphone he just chooses not to talk to me. he made me feel so important when he was in there and now that he has his freedom back he doesnt think about anything i did or went thru for us to be together. he was released on friday and every day since then we have gotten in some sort of fight. the one thing i was never able to do , he did. he gave up on us. now that he had his freedom he realized he didnt need me anymore. im in so much pain in my heart that i cant even begin to describe it. one of the only people there for him. and he swore in letters things would be way different!!!! the man he is in letters is not the man he is now.


SO FOR ALL YOU LADIES WHO ARE WAITING … DON’T STOP LIVING YOUR LIFE!!!! AND SAD ENOUGH AS IT IS TO SAY DONT BE SUPRISED IF THIS HAPPENS TO YOU!!!! MEN ARE MEN AT THE END OF THE DAY. NOT SAYING ALL OF YOURS ARE THE SAME AS MINE BUT JUST DONT LET YOUR GUARD DOWN COMPLETELY !

SO HE MIGHT GET OUT TOMORROW ON BOND !!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY !!! IT DOESN’T MEAN HES DONE WITH HIS CHARGES BUT HE WILL BE OUT AND WE CAN HUG AND KISS AND BE ALL OVER EACHOTHER AGAIN FOR THE TIME BEING <3!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!

i have no idea were we stand anymore. he went to court today and is facing really big charges…forsure hes going to prison and that sucks to take in!!!!!! on top of that his case is so annoying that he still does not have a sentence yet! he finished probationn but now he is awaiting his other commitments. i hope they dont go too hard on him!!! i can wait for love but not when i dont feel it as strong anymore. its crazy because people tell me “hes just using you because hes alone and needs someone” and i get all upset because i do believe there are feelings there but I dont feel like he doesnt love me anymore and I dont know what to do about that…whether to confront him on the phone or write it in a letter , ugh … stress

giving up a normal life everyday.

its so hard giving up a normal life to be with an inmate. especially at these times when i wish i had someone to show me how much he loved me and i cant because hes in his own world in there. he was suppose to get out the 3rd but they didnt release him because an error in the system so hes been extra moody lately. its soooooo hard to deal with and i do it because i love him but at the same time i try to think if its really worth it sometimes. i feel so unappreciated and unloved so much. i know its because hes going crazy in there and hes depressed but does that mean i have to pay the price too. sometimes i just think about it and it makes me so upset. we have good days and we have bad days but lately all we have been having is miserable days and sometimes i feel like hes with me just to have someone not because of feelings anymore. sigh ….

his creations for me &lt;3

his creations for me <3

my everything!

my everything!

butttweet-deactivated20130628: it gets hard when they are locked up but they need you more than ever at this time! stay strong.

yeah i know. Ive been waiting for my man since February 2nd. Although its not a lot of time…every single day is harder and harder. Especially because they get their emotions sucked out of them once they walk in

THIS SUCKS

I AM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW. HOW THE HELL DO I GO THROUGH SO MUCH FOR HIM AND AT THE END OF THE DAY HES TURNED INTO A MONSTER. THE MAN I LEARNED TO LOVE AND CHERISH HAS TURNED INTO A MONSTER BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING SYSTEM!!!!! FUCK YOU POLICE AND FUCK YOU BERGEN COUNTY, NJ !!!

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This theory says that there is more behind Nickelodeon’s Rugrats besides being a cute show for little kids to watch. In fact, some people are saying that the show has this whole psychological meaning behind it centering around Angelica having a psychotic break at the age of 3 after having too many traumatic accidents happen in her family at such a young age.

  • All of the rugrats are a figment of Angelica’s imagination. Now that’s not so horrible by itself, but then we learn why Angelica made them up.
  • Chuckie died with his mother in childbirth. This is why his dad is always so worried about him in the show.
  • Tommy was stillborn, making his dad have some kind of break and sit in the basement to make toys for the son he was supposed to have.
  • The DeVilles had an abortion. Angelica never found out if the baby was supposed to be a boy or a girl so she decided to make it twins. Then, she gave them matching names and personas because there probably would have been only one child if there was no abortion.
  • The reason behind these delusions have been blamed on Angelica’s nonexistent relationship with her mother and her manipulative one with her father. Thus, Angelica had no one to turn to when she needed help dealing with the babies’ deaths and resorted to making up the lives they should have lived.

In All Grown Up, Angelica is a bipolar schizophrenic addicted to narcotics and heroin because they help her keep her delusions alive. At this point, we learn that Angelica’s biological mom died from a heroin overdose and Angelica’s disease because she’s a crack baby. Her real mom’s name was Cynthia, hence her doll’s name. The woman from “Rugrats” who was Angelica’s mother is really her gold-digging step-mom who Angelica idolized.

When “All Grown Up” was canceled, Angelica died of an overdose just like her mother.

Dil is the only baby who isn’t fictional. However, Angelica never accepted him as being real and accidentally hit him too hard while trying to make him go away once, resulting in brain damage. This is why he’s such an odd child in “All Grown Up.”

Suzie was actually Angelica’s friend. The theory says that she grew up to become a psychologist and joined the Nickelodeon team to invent the “Rugrats” TV show, finally explaining the origin of the theory.

is this true???? ^^^

I’ve heard this before, there’s a really creepy vocaloid song about it too…

What. The fuck. Is this. 

CAN WE HAVE NOTHING IN INNOCENCE.

Fuck you tumblr. If this is true, you just raped my childhood. I refuse to believe this shit. :P

The fuck? Is this real?

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